December 2011
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stuck in her daydream, been this way since...
so today, i embarked on an all-too farmliar road trip, & as my darling Ed Sheeran serenaded me with sweet honey-lullabies, i couldn’t help but get lost in a sea of thought. the car windows were foggy, but my mind was even foggier; & whatever’s been bothering me recently, only became much stronger & more cunning. whatever he is, he’s been amplifying himself from my...
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ed sheeran & a new smile.
this Christmas has been a wonderful one, if i do say so myself. filled with snowy cheer and bustling laughter and the sweetest nostalgia…i’ve never felt so at ease. i think it may be the fact that tomorrow, i hop on a train, then a plane, then a bus back to where it all began. tomorrow i head home to Nova Scotia, the place where things make sense.
i think the loveliest part of the...
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it's just a place i'm looking for.
in a busy hallway, littered with snowy windowsills and Christmas cheer, i drag my feet into the dim music room. this place is a chamber full of memories. it smells of dusty instruments, new sheet music and bittersweet nostalgia, and i find that i feel quite at home here. as i slip into a shadowy practice room, the sight of them together throws sharpened daggers through my heart. i can feel them...
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you can breathe, but the air is running out.
with nothing left to say, this is for you. i guess i’ll just never know the places we could have gone together. i guess this is the end.
“MFEO: Parts One & Two” - Jack’s Mannequin
“Poison & Wine” - The Civil Wars
”Welcome To Wherever You Are” - Ten Second Epic
“The Writer” - Ellie Goulding
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“Sometimes I wonder if God can ever forgive us for what we’ve done to each...”
– Leonardo DiCaprio as Danny Archer in Blood Diamond
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how fickle my heart & how woozy my eyes.
tonight, being the radical piece of magnificence that it was, seems to have recovered a little something inside this scattered brain of mine. something that i thought i’d lost. something i thought i’d never find ever again.
hope.
see, these past years have made me a really incredulous, completely pessimistic kind of girl. my eyes lost their sparkle & my voice lost it’s...
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Conclusion to insanity.
I’m going to talk about books, and in particular, one I’ve just finished reading. If you don’t appreciate literature, please proceed elsewhere. However, if you’re a bookworm like myself…continue. You may just be enlightened.
So as many of you know, reading is one of my utmost obsessions in every sense of the word, (aside from music, that is). I’ve talked about...
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Brett’s Song | Mallory Hynes
* i almost...
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“When you have nobody you can make a cup of tea for, when nobody needs you,...”
– Audrey Hepburn
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I never thought I would start this again.
But I did.
I cut again.
Because nobody gives a fuck about me.
Not even my own family.
There’s no point in even living anymore, really.
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Masks
She had blue skin, And so did he. He kept it hid And so did she. They searched for blue Their whole life through, Then passed right by - And never knew.
- Shel Silverstein
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“She gave me a pen. I gave her my heart and she gave me a pen.”
– John Cusack as Lloyd Dobler in Say Anything
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Hardcore for romantics. I will speak this poetry...
I know that someday you’ll be sleeping, darling Likely dreaming off the pain I hope you hear me in the streetlights humming Softly breathing out your name I know that even with the seams stitched tightly Darling, scars will remain I say we scrape them from each other, darling And let them wash off in the rain And when they run into the river, oh Let the water not complain And even with the...
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You don't need me like I need you.
He wants her.
She wants him.
And once again, I’m left behind.
I just don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I’ve been lucky enough to have his tragically beautiful eyes in my life for three years, and he’s never seen me the way I see him. She’s known him for a week and already she’s asked him out on a date. He’s said yes too. And yet again,...