Something.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
Let me just be blunt about my problem. My best friend has anorexia/bulimia, and I don’t know what to do. I love her so much, she’s my sister…and I get scared everyday that I’ll wake up and get a call saying that she isn’t here anymore. Seriously, I cry all the time because I’m so worried about her. I mean she’s getting help (I’m SO happy about that part), but it seems like the doctor didn’t take her as seriously as we’d hoped, and I’m worried that she won’t get the help she needs. Her appointment at the hospital isn’t for another month and everyday I pray to God that she has the strength to hold out until then. Every day I pray that maybe she won’t throw up. Every. Single. Day. I just wish that I had the power to change and help her and her situation. I can’t live without my best friend, and to see her like this is killing me. I know I shouldn’t worry so much because I mean she IS getting help, but still.
Plus I feel like I might have contributed to the situation. She saw me go through a lot, and I feel like because she saw me in a similar situation that maybe that triggered something. I’m not really “guilty” I guess, because I know it’s not my fault. But I still can’t help but feel like there’s something I could have done to help her avoid this whole thing.
I guess I just have to keep praying with all that I have that things will be okay.
- If anyone has any advice for how I should cope with this…PLEASE write in my ask box and tell me. I need help. I really do.
