I’m a walking travesty.
I feel like I’m just sitting here waiting for something to happen with the knowledge that nothing will. I keep pretending, and I don’t know how to stop. Every day’s just a blur. School, sleep, school, sleep, repeat. No one understands me, and no matter how hard I try, I just can’t get out of this goddamn grave I dug for myself. I don’t know how. I just don’t. No guy could ever want to be with me, no one could ever want to befriend me. No one would ever want to love me. I’m just a pointless clump of atoms floating through life with no feeling.
Fuck homework, fuck friends, fuck a social life, fuck everyone and everything. Just leave me here to die with my headphones in.
